shay_baby

whoa..I still have a Live journal...sheesh....I need to stop spending my time out in myspace.


O.o..WELL....hello and shit i guess.. I'm Shay!...well..i think you knew that already but hey who said I couldn't introduce myself again!


Um....I think i'll be placing more journal writes in here soon....starting today I think....wait..yea..i'm correct


I'm outro

MAN!...I am worn the fuck out man. I have been up since yesterday training a buch of high school Kids about "krumpin" aside from that I had to shoot to the studio last minute to finnish a track with some guy named "bad mood" it is a good song though..it's called "3 way road". I didn't get home until like 12:30 at night and I was totaled completely. then I had to wake up at 5:30 to get ready to go to work at the corps...shit!. you know I'm all fucked up right now and after I get off work I have to get up and do it again. I am actually starting to like it...mmmmmmmmmmmm...

HOLLA! at cha later!

-Shay

well..so far so good..I'm back in and have gained more moves than I thought...I'll be having them online soon once I learn how to put Movie vids on my computer...

I'm even goign so far as to step into a Battle Zone...I wanna win one this time

I'm good enough...i'll do it...


if not...i'll just give Larissa a "Donkey Punch" LMAO!!!...ok i'm off to work

-MUAH!- Thank yew rissa!..you lil scoundrel!... cute how you placed me a good colors..<3 ya for that!. anyway here is the business that is going down right now per say...

I have finally made my decision that I will not stand back any longer in dancing...I miss it actually... So I am going to step out off retirement and Get Krumped!...

please understand that a Krumper is not a Clown...WE are not CLOWNS! we get it Krump! We express our anger through the body.

If you must have a see then please Check out this Site ya'll to understand what I am supporting

WWW.RizeMovie.com

PLUS! my nigga Tight EYEZ, LIL C, Missy Prissy,and Dragon...it is a must see!

I'll Holla fer now I just got off work and shit...I'm going to sleep...zZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

WHOA WHOA! not the papers comming in something VICIOUS! aside from getting my regular ammount of money from the orginal hustle, we are also getting our checks from CCLB this friday from our 1st week orientation! YES! cashman damnit. I'm so down on this job that it is not even funny at all. man what I need to do is get some more hat and white T-shirts so I'll be Ready for any upcomming Parties I might have to attend in general. Also I can't wait to become a yellow hat in this place and get it over with..then I can get a raise in money and get the hell on...


-shay

Holy shit... you should all get a look at me at this very moment because...I look like a geek. I the Glasses on that like...FUCKING HUGE& not to mention I am in full business suit in the conservation Corp. If you ask me, I dun look that bad..Shit..I look Rather sexy in suit but that dun matter. Anyway, This War out here is getting deeper. I'm right in the middle of the danger zone and I am somewhat IN it myself... shit ia real out here. My GB (Godbrother)and all my boys that are on the M-block got swerved on and almost got shot upfront, But they were slick (as usual) and vanished before the dude could open fire. you know, It's hard enough that the Mexican Mafia put a hit out on All Black Men with white T-shirts, So why make it harder for us to defend ourselves against them when we can't even trust the nigga that is by you... Think about it.

Hey hey hey! Get a load of this one.

I'm in the tilt(the house)...High as shit mind you after sticking in my boys Studio with 5 other niggas, we cut a couple of good mixtapes and I tagged down 2 songs with features so it was all good. I get a knock on the door, I open it and it is Denise. She was also I chick I used to toy wit while I was at wilson doin "my thing". We was choppin it up for the longest! I mean we were talkin about everything and then some more. I noticed something everytime when girls I know form long ago talk to me, they always say I had or Have a chance with them but "I" never took it...? Maybe if they just came up and lemme know the biz upfront shit would have been crackin. Anyways, SHE IS ON ME! I took her number down and everything, she knows where I live now so it is ALL CREASE!

On a another note my lil CD plan out is getting better and better as it comes along..I haven't really had enough time to hop online and such but I make as much time as I can. Shit, After this I'm getting my ass up and getting down to the M-block to see what is good wit this one Square Butt ass nigga that was running his lips. I think I'ma Punch on this guy, He talks to damn much.

Eh Fuck it!..I'm outro!

-Shay

I dunno how to explain how i feel right now so I rather just release a Bunch of questions Like Jadakiss did...But I'm not rappin it...just shit on my brain:

Why is my Block the top area for coke heads?

where the fuck did I leave my homestead Grays Fitted Cap at?

Why did Roberta have to tell me that she wanted to start over?

Does she care?..

Do I care?..

When I say I don't care do I REALLY DO?

What about Larissa?..

Am I REALLY MAD at her?...?

DO honestly Love her?

Why did have to Block me and everything when that shit went down
Who the fuck is "Denton?"

Why does Oprah look like her Cheeks are getting higher..and I dun mean her butt...

just a thousand Fuckin Questions?...eh fuckit
-shay

People often wonder why we call woman bitches. people usually think that it just means "Female Dog" but your highly wrong. see If you break it down it is very easy to know why we call woman bitches Because the word BITCH is placed in Seperate wording...y'know.. B.I.T.C.H.

Being
Idiotic&
Taking
Cock
Heavily



o.o....hmmmm...think about it.

Man...O.o..Sorry everyone out there in Digi-land!...I never really filled this journal up much but still I'm here with something new, but in a way it is sad. Well lemme start with a few days back..I finally got my nikes I wanted..the dipset ones, afterwards I Muh Ex-Girl swooped me up and We went to Lakewood Mall so I can get some adidas and a jacket and such.It was all to the good and gravy y'know?. She even took me to get my glasses...I didn't get the gucci frames I was shooting for but I got some good ones that suited me perfectly. Anyways a few days after my boy Durell got hit by some stray bullets outside of his house And he died in the morning. His mom told me over the phone and I lost it. I mean,for you guys it may be nothing because you never knew him, but to me man...Shit. I mean we did almost EVERYTHING together y'know? I did songs for him, Took him to go eat, We use to holla at girls together and now...he is not here.I will not lie to you all because you do not deserve it so I will be honestly...I cired..hard at that. I cried alll day...in my room alone because I didn't want no one to see me shed a tear, but yeah it tore me up inside.Now I know the he won't be here like before. To top it all off his funeral is tomarrow...I dunno man. I'm mean this was muh numbah one guy and now he is in the dirt. I know that I can't escape this shit so my death will be comming anytime now. For the sake of Durell Though...I'm going to the funeral and give him the respect he deserves, because he was truly one of a kind

And if he hear me "I Love You Cuzzo...Make sure they give me a spot up there, work my magic wit god Alright?!?

R.I.P. Durell Evans. Hawkans
8/13/85-3/25/05
"sleep easy my boy"

-Shay

Well....Uh...Hello all out there in Digital Land and shit...I got something new to put in the book so I'ma just place it in here and after that..i'ma go twist up two blunts and hit the block...ok!


Well today was like no others. I woke up and took muh ass over to Kaleel's Spot to see what was good on my beat he was giving me for My homies CD. Well when I got back I hopped online to check over the Beat product that I was getting from my cousin and I get a IM. And it is yes..who else but...LaRissa. Now if none of you know. I have a unbelieveable Crush on Rissa. I wanted her badly, but after today..I'm guessing that It wasn't all it is cracked up to be. See my cousin hopped on the computer while my AIM SN was on and he must have pissed her off with some words. When I came back to check up on things. she hit me with that type of IM Going rather....NUTZ. And after a long dispute and tells me that she is taking me off her BL....because I didn't show that I cared when she told me that......

America....please understand my situation at the moment so I dun sound like a Cold hearted ASSHOLE at the moment ok...

I just came back after being told that he didn't have a beat set, I am juggling with 2 diffrent Rappers at the momment and I have no idea who to work with first,I'm low on cash funds so I gotta go Make some money lowkey to get them set up and with all this running through my head..SHE wants to hope online and complain because she is "In her mood"... o.o.... Fuck that.

So now All the things I was thinking of when I thought of her has mildly soured...it has went from "yeah...I want her bad" to "what the fuck...is all this about" in a matter a minutes..but I'm not gonna sweat it

I'ma just..Act like I didn't know what happen today and go blow some trees with muh Dogs...I'ma about to go do that right now...

PEace out and eastside up ya'll

-Shay

you ever met a girl that you thought was great...but just turns out she a str8 hoe cake... well I got that today. this broad I remember from school a few years back called me up and she said she wanted to meet me again because she missed me. when I go to see her..it was only for about 30 minutes after I conversated with her before she started to get naughty and suck yer boy. What a hoe...see this is what I am talkin about when I say "women ain't shit". Not that I am not happy that she got it crackin and such...you know I'm always happy to Bust a nut :) But like it was only 30 mins before she just wanted to do that and I liked to be teased. I hope that if I decide to settle down with a girl...she doesn't go off trying to suck me the same day she met me, Well..she could do that but she won't end up being my girlfriend. Ah well that was in..I'm out this bitch and shit

-Shay

HEY!!!...look at this I have my own journal now..so I can freely talk shit about anything I damn well please. oh joy. well............................ Hello everyone out there in Internet-land. If you do not know me then allow me to be kind and tell that my Name is Shay. It is Shannon but everyone calls me Shay.I was born and raised in Long Beach and I am still here. Live in the gravel, I was not born in the "GOOD" area or LBC Buddy! sad thing about it is that I rather like it. It suits me.

Well so far ya'll get that much from me...Catch ya later and shit

-Shay

This.. is a test post. Test..testing..test

TESTING!!!